My date of surgery was October 8, 2020. Im coming up on the one year anniversary of my surgery. The surgery accomplished three things. My team of surgeons and ...Read more
My date of surgery was October 8, 2020. Im coming up on the one year anniversary of my surgery. The surgery accomplished three things. My team of surgeons and doctors replaced my aortic valve with the Edwards Life Sciences Inspiris Resilia aortic valve. This valve is made of bovine pericardium tissue, and is designed to facilitate minimally invasive valve in valve replacement in the event I live long enough to wear this one out. They by passed one artery, and repaired an aneurysm.Everything went well and my doctors are very happy with the results of my surgery and my recovery to this point. I'm running five miles approximately four, sometimes five days each week. I can't run as fast or as far as I used to, which is a bit frustrating to me because my heart is theoretically better and more efficient than at any time in my life since my birth. I believe I could perform better but I'm on 200 mg's of metropolol per day which is a beta blocker that is designed to lower my heart rate. I can only run as fast as my max bpm allows. I'll discuss lowering the dosage with my cardiologist at my next appointment in December. Maybe I don't even need to take that medication anymore, I don't know. My resting bpm was 58 at my family doctor last week, so looking good! I hope you all are doing well. Keep the faith, eat right, get enough sleep, say your prayers, and make sure you get some good excercise. Life is good, but even so strive to make it a little better every day!
Marie Myers Sounds like you are doing well. I am betting that they will decrease your beta blocker as long as you ... Read more
Marie Myers Sounds like you are doing well. I am betting that they will decrease your beta blocker as long as your heart rate and BP are good. Wishing you a great checkup in December!
Rose Madura Great post! And I hope Marie is right about the beta blocker. Maybe if it's reduced, you'll be able ... Read more
Rose Madura Great post! And I hope Marie is right about the beta blocker. Maybe if it's reduced, you'll be able to run better.
Martin Smith Thanks for posting this, Thomas. I'm interested in your return to endurance activity. I had a Ross op ... Read more
Martin Smith Thanks for posting this, Thomas. I'm interested in your return to endurance activity. I had a Ross operation 2 weeks prior to your operation, so we're at a similar moment in our recoveries. I've been fit all my adult life. Cardio and strength training were important to me for decades. Time spent at the gym was justified as a way to keep me paddling in the Canadian backcountry and telemark skiing in the winter. On the advice of my physicians, for the year preceding my operation I had reduced the intensity of my physical activity. Nonetheless, I was in good shape going into the operating room. I came out in decent shape, too, and recovery has been steady, albeit quite conservative. Almost a year in and I'm solo tripping again (paddling and portaging canoes), doing some resistance training, walking, and occasionally (ok...rarely!) jogging. Here's the rub: after two years of easing off I'm much less motivated, and less disciplined to do what's necessary to return to the sense of fitness I'd maintained for so long prior to the diagnosis and treatment of my valve problem. You and I are on the same beta-blocker, though your dosage is heavier than mine. I tend to think that my lack of motivation is more mental than a result of the meds. I got used to a less ambitious fitness lifestyle, and dare I say it, I feel lazier than I used to feel. As I said, I suspect age, Covid isolation, and radical change in routine and expectations have played a role in how I've been feeling. I'm pleased to read your account of your fitness efforts, and wish you well in continuing. Your account signals to me that there's surely room for more ambition in my program.
Thomas Quigley Martin Smith One of the main side effects of beta blockers is lethargy. It's not just your mental sta ... Read more
Thomas Quigley Martin Smith One of the main side effects of beta blockers is lethargy. It's not just your mental state as you alluded to it is in fact, at least partially, your beta blocker. Sometimes beta blockers are used to treat people with social anxiety because beta blockers block adrenaline (epinephrin receptors) so you cant get as excited about things as you used to! In heart patients this does keep your heart rate down. LOL it's funny because I feel more calm because I'm on this drug, but here's the thing - I don't want to be calm and serene. I want to get excited and be exhilerated! I can't do that if I'm shuffeling around like a little old man! Any how thanks for your words of encouragement. I'm glad you are staying active. I'm envious of your backcountry adventurous lifestyle!
For those of you about to undergo heart surgery in the near future, I am posting this to inform you of post surgery realities. There are some things you may ...Read more
For those of you about to undergo heart surgery in the near future, I am posting this to inform you of post surgery realities. There are some things you may expect and other things you may not expect. This post is not designed to scare you, rather it is designed to reassure you believe it or not. I was terrified of undergoing this surgery, and many here spoke words of encouragement to me which meant a lot. But no matter how scared I was, NOT having surgery was NOT an option. Without this surgery I would have had less than a year to live. To me, that is prospect was way scarier than thoughts of this massive open heart surgery.
That having been said here is the reality of my surgery and most likely yours as well:The most important thing I've learned since my surgery two weeks ago is to NEVER lose faith. There will be times when you will. These surgeries are tough stuff, and hospitals are NO as in ZERO fun. You can't sleep, you won't want to eat, they will not let you take a shower, some medicines will make you vomit or dry heave, and other delights that you will discover. But I tell you this because no matter how bad it gets you WILL feel better, you WILL be discharged, and your doctor WILL fix your heart. Depression is a thing. It will most likely visit you. Don't fight it! Embrace it and just cry cry cry. Crying helped me so much! The relief crying brought me was very comforting and necessary. Did you ever think that you would hsee a guy openly talk about the benefits of crying? LOL me neither, but here we are. Remember - THIS TOO SHALL PASS, and it will. And when it does you will be much much better than you were before you had your operation! So don't lose faith, you've got this. God bless!
Hi guys! I wanted to apologize to you all. There is a guestbook that I haven't opened in two weeks and when I stumbled across it, I saw so many post from so ...Read more
Hi guys! I wanted to apologize to you all. There is a guestbook that I haven't opened in two weeks and when I stumbled across it, I saw so many post from so long ago wishing me well before my surgery. And I hadn't responded to any of those posts! In my defense I'm not the most computer saavy and alot of times I log on to this website on my phone which makes it even worse for me to navigate all these links. That having been said, THANKS TO ALL FOR YOUR LOVE SUPPORT AND PRAYERS, even if I'm seeing them at such a late date.
Marie Myers I think you have the best excuse ever- You just had open heart surgery! You are instantly forgiven!
Hello everybody! My surgery was on the eighth. I was discharged on the 16th. I’ve had some issues.but today, when I woke up, I felt immediately that something ...Read more
Hello everybody! My surgery was on the eighth. I was discharged on the 16th. I’ve had some issues.but today, when I woke up, I felt immediately that something had changed. I feel great today! I can taste food again, I’m not nautseos, I fell strong, really really strong! My stride has lengthened my pace has quickened, and my posture is no longer stooped and feeble. I’m standing tall I walked two miles this morning and had a huge breakfast. My wife is like, who is this guy? Lol. If you feel like crap, if you are depressed, if you are weak, if you are in a dark place with depression demons tormenting you, I say to you have faith! You will feel better real soon. Hang in there my fellow patients! And thank you all for your support. I don’t know you guys personally,but I love each and every one of you!
Jerome Hill Glad to hear you are doing fantastic Thomas. Keep it up. I’m right there besides you in my reco ... Read more
Jerome Hill Glad to hear you are doing fantastic Thomas. Keep it up. I’m right there besides you in my recovery.
Nancy W So glad to hear that you are feeling better- celebrate the good days❤️
Steven Methot It's snowing (yes... snowing) and it is a gray day, temps in the mid 20's F, unseasonably cold, even ... Read more
Steven Methot It's snowing (yes... snowing) and it is a gray day, temps in the mid 20's F, unseasonably cold, even for Calgary. Your post has brightened my day and brought a bit of sunshine and warmth with good news. This is great. One day at a time Thomas, One day at a time!
Lisa Hostetter So glad to hear you are feeling better. My surgery is Tuesday and I’m ready to be on the recovery s ... Read more
Lisa Hostetter So glad to hear you are feeling better. My surgery is Tuesday and I’m ready to be on the recovery side. Thanks for great posts.
Vance Austin What Lisa said! Thanks for the great post. To God be the glory!
Lee Wright So glad to hear this Thomas!!! Patience is definitely needed on the recovery side! But sounds like ... Read more
Lee Wright So glad to hear this Thomas!!! Patience is definitely needed on the recovery side! But sounds like you have made it through the toughest part :)
We love you back Thomas. I feel like I know everyone that writes on this blog personally, it’s a sp ... Read more
We love you back Thomas. I feel like I know everyone that writes on this blog personally, it’s a special bond. Our prayers have been answered and soooooo glad you snapped out of it. Continued recovery and good health. God bless you
Rose Madura Wonderful news! God does answer prayer!
Hi everyone. For those following me today is my fourth day having been released from the hospital. Physically, Im doing great. I'm walking twice a day and going ...Read more
Hi everyone. For those following me today is my fourth day having been released from the hospital. Physically, Im doing great. I'm walking twice a day and going a bit further on each walk. The late afternoon feelings of desperation, despair, and panic didn't not descend upon me yesterday, I may not have seen the last of them, but I'm grateful for not having to face them. Sleep is a challenge. Im really really exhausted but sometimes it just won't come. I'll speak to my doctors about a prescription sleep aid to get me through the next month or two. Hopefully they will oblige. 14 days after surgery and my tastebuds are still whacked out. Nothing tastes like it is supposed to and even my favorite foods can make me nautious after one or two bites. I wasn't a heavy guy going into surgery. My pre surgical weight was 165lbs, 14 days later i'm down to 151. So i need to stabilize that and quickly. I hope you all are doing well in your recoveries. Hang in there. Be positive. and talk to anyone and everyone about things that may be emotionally bothering you. These surgeons are great. They will fix us. JUst keep an eye on your emotions. There may be some unexpected and powerful feelings you need to watch out for.
Rose Madura Glad you are doing better. My taste buds we out of whack for a few months. Even certain smells wo ... Read more
Rose Madura Glad you are doing better. My taste buds we out of whack for a few months. Even certain smells would make me nauseous. The sleep will also get better in time. Go slow with your recovery and listen to your body. Glad you reached out to us. We are here for you. Hang in there.
Vance Austin Prayers coming your way. Thanks for sharing Thomas
Jim Archer My surgery was six months ago, aortic valve replacement and aorta repair. The ascending aorta was dil ... Read more
Jim Archer My surgery was six months ago, aortic valve replacement and aorta repair. The ascending aorta was dilated to 6.8 cm, and all was at risk. But all came out ok. Sleep was a problem for me also. Tylenol PM works for me, with melatonin and some other natural relaxants. Do some web research on sleep disorders and you will find good tips. What helps me is to read for an hour before bed. Keep up the great recovery.
Hi Thomas, small progress but progress. You still have a good attitude and seem to take it one day at ... Read more
Hi Thomas, small progress but progress. You still have a good attitude and seem to take it one day at a time. Continue to have your positive attitude and be patient. You will heal and all these issues soon shall pass, you will see. I will continue to pray for your recovery and your wellbeing. Hang in there. God bless you
Jennifer Barnett Glad to hear you are back home and making some good progress, your appetite will return it just take ... Read more
Jennifer Barnett Glad to hear you are back home and making some good progress, your appetite will return it just takes a bit of time. I remember feeling very upset and having nightmares while still in hospital but was more settled at home. Heart surgery can stir up quite alot of emotions which I think is probably quite common I certainly experienced them.
Susan Lynn Thomas - It's frustrating when sleeping and eating - two of the most critical life-sustaining activit ... Read more
Susan Lynn Thomas - It's frustrating when sleeping and eating - two of the most critical life-sustaining activities - are difficult. Unfortunately, they are both common after OHS. I found that sleeping whenever I felt like it and eating whatever I wanted worked for me. We're regimented individuals and want to get back to our normal schedules, but our bodies may have other ideas. I didn't worry about what I was eating except for high vitamin K foods since I was initially on a blood thinner. I was mainly craving only fruit, so that's what I ate. Sometimes I slept during the day and watched movies at night. Sooner or later, you'll find what works for you, but for now, stop looking at the clock and don't worry about the food pyramid - this is temporary. You'll be surprised how much better you'll feel in a week or two. Hang in there! Better days are ahead!
Wendy Matias Hi Thomas Glad to hear you're feeling better after surgery. Continue to stay positive and think that ... Read more
Wendy Matias Hi Thomas Glad to hear you're feeling better after surgery. Continue to stay positive and think that the hardest part was having the surgery. I will be having surgery on November 2nd and I feel at ease and positive. I really hope I don't get depress. Try to entertain yourself as much as possible in that way you'll keep your mind occupied while healing. Best wishes your way!
Rita Savelis OHS messes with most everything, including your sense of taste. It takes time for ones body to get ba ... Read more
Rita Savelis OHS messes with most everything, including your sense of taste. It takes time for ones body to get back to normal or to a different normal. I rarely take sleep medication but I did after OHS because both your body and your mind need sleep to heal and it can be so hard to sleep. Whether or not I slept I felt EXHAUSTED for a long time. Not tired, but exhausted! Your body has been through a lot and you can't see most of it. Take care. Rest. Hope you're able to sleep with your dog now.
I have been home for three days now. When I was in the hospital i dreamed of being at home wIth my wife and my dog. But now that Im home I have been experiencing ...Read more
I have been home for three days now. When I was in the hospital i dreamed of being at home wIth my wife and my dog. But now that Im home I have been experiencing something I did not expect. First of all let me say that I am grateful to be alive and that my surgery went well. I'm blessed. I am also in awe of how well I'm doing physically. I walked a mile and a half yesterday! two days out of the hospital. Amazing. My appetite is slowly coming back, but after a bite or two i'm full already.
However, mostly in the late after noon, around sundown, a feeling of utter panic and desperation overwhelms me. It is terrifying. Yesterday was the worst, I just cried for three hours. I could not bring myself out of this deep dark place. I'm afraid it will happen again today too. I can't describe this feeling. Physically my pain is one or two. They gave me Percoset, but I haven't taken them. I'm not a hero. I'm not opposed to them, but I don't need them. But this wave of depression and panic is the scariest thing I have ever encountered. It is 100x worse than any physical pain I am suffering. If any of you have heard or felt similarly to what I'm describing, please reach out. I need to hear from you. Thanks, and god bless
Marie Myers You are not alone in these extreme feelings. I think that what we ,as heart surgery patients ,have be ... Read more
Marie Myers You are not alone in these extreme feelings. I think that what we ,as heart surgery patients ,have been through physically ( even if we were anesthetized at the time) Is a very extreme stress that our bodies and mind are reacting to. Maybe we are trying to process what happened ! It is truly amazing this huge surgery was performed, and then we are at home a week later. I found myself just bursting into tears literally over nothing during the first couple weeks. I think we all process the experience differently, and therefore will react differently. I would definitely contact your primary physician or cardiologist and explain what you are experiencing. Some short term meds or talk therapy can help. Keep up with your walking, preferably out in the sun, as this can help also.I remember that I also had panic and disbelief when I first realized that I would need heart surgery since it all came up unexpectedly for me. I went on a 2 week course of buspirone 5 mg to calm me down after experiencing pounding heart and a 188/85 BP in the surgeons office preop. I hope you can get some help through the difficult early days of recovery from heart surgery. Please keep us posted and God Bless you! You will get through this!
Thomas Quigley Marie Myers thank you! Sometimes knowing that I'm not alone and that this phenomena is not unique to ... Read more
Thomas Quigley Marie Myers thank you! Sometimes knowing that I'm not alone and that this phenomena is not unique to me is very helpful. I'll ride it out. I have to. And I'm seeing my doctor this week, I'll discuss this with her as well. But the intensity of the panic at the time it occurs is beyond anything I have ever experienced.
Marie Myers Glad to help. Lots of weird feelings, sensations, thoughts that I don’t the docs don’t even reali ... Read more
Marie Myers Glad to help. Lots of weird feelings, sensations, thoughts that I don’t the docs don’t even realize happen. That is why this forum is so helpful! We have the actual experience...
Lee Wright Thomas, I had almost the same thing for three days, it started about 10 days after I got home. It ha ... Read more
Lee Wright Thomas, I had almost the same thing for three days, it started about 10 days after I got home. It has since gone away so I hope that gives you solace!!! Mine started as a panic one day that I would not fall asleep and it turned into a panic attack that I have had once before, also about a fear of not sleeping but that was a very long time ago. I did not tell anyone about it for the first two days and I was feeling so stressed. But then I told a friend who is a therapist and it helped me so much. I cried on the phone with her for a while and it felt like a really good emotional release. I think as we gear up for surgery, we hold everything together quite well and then afterwards, the fear that we had been stuffing away comes bubbling back up and needs to be released, almost like a pressure cooker. My friend encouraged me to tell my family about it too because I had been shielding them because I did not want them to worry. I also started worrying that I was going to hurt my heart and impact its recovery. But I have let all of that go now, thank goodness, I was really freaking out. My friend had some low dose of Klonopin and I took one for two nights to help me just feel very relaxed at bedtime and I think that also helped. My friend, the therapist had me write down a list with the prompt...My brain is telling me the Story that... and I wrote a list of every possible worry that was popping in my head and I could not believe how many things I had added to my worry list after about ten minutes. She told me to keep adding to the list anytime something bubbled up, she said writing it down has an impact on your brain, different to talking or typing. Anyway, I want to say that I totally understand and I got through it so I know you will too. It is by far way worse than any physical pain. I also have not taken Percuset or any of the hard pain drugs since Day 2 (they caused issues with my BP) but anxiety and panic cannot be ignored like pain can. I would definitely talk to your support people, even if they just listen, that helps!!! Sending you a virtual hug :)
Steven Methot What Marie said. It sounds like depression and that is fairly common after major surgery and apparen ... Read more
Steven Methot What Marie said. It sounds like depression and that is fairly common after major surgery and apparently is more common after heart surgery. Speak to your doctor ASAP. By the way, glad to see you posting. You've been in my thoughts a lot.
Lee Wright This might help, it is a guided visualization I did at the beginning of Covid quarantine for my stude ... Read more
Lee Wright This might help, it is a guided visualization I did at the beginning of Covid quarantine for my students (I run a small yoga studio). I think this could be helpful for anyone struggling with minor anxiety or just to relax and let go. I have thought about doing one specific to heart surgery recovery but have not done so yet. Hope this helps :)
Nancy W I can only say for me now at 10 weeks post surgery that it does get better. This has been the most d ... Read more
Nancy W I can only say for me now at 10 weeks post surgery that it does get better. This has been the most difficult ordeal physically, emotionally and spiritually of my life. This forum has helped me tremendously. I have had some serious roller coaster emotions that took me by complete surprise. Keep reaching out to this forum- the support and insight has been invaluable to me. I hope today is better
Rita Savelis Thank you for sharing. I hear you Thomas. You have been through so much. It is normal to feel as you ... Read more
Rita Savelis Thank you for sharing. I hear you Thomas. You have been through so much. It is normal to feel as you are feeling. Emotional pain is harder than physical pain. When surgery is successful we are expected to be grateful and move on. But we need to process what we have been through. It's hard. I encourage you to speak to your doctors and to a therapist about what you are feeling. It is important to put words on those feelings and to share them. It can be hard to share them with your loved ones because they can not always understand what you have been through. So speaking to a therapist can be helpful. I wrote a long post about depression on my site (back in 2016) because I wanted to share an experience that is very common but can be hard to talk about. Take care Thomas. Keep writing.
Thomas Quigley Thank you all for the support and helpful advice. The first night I got home from the hospital was ho ... Read more
Thomas Quigley Thank you all for the support and helpful advice. The first night I got home from the hospital was horrendous. I looked forward to beiing home so much. But I usually sleep with my wife and doggie in one bed. But she didn't think that sleeping with my dog was a good idea, because it was unsanitary and with my raw incision, she didn't want me to get infected. So i slept downstairs in the guest bedroom, except I didn't sleep at all. I couldn't. So i paced around the house ALL night long. I think lack of sleep is a huge trigger for thes emotional panic attacks. I probably got two hours of sleep per day in the hospital and over the eight days i was in recovery that amounts to only 16 hours of sleep! I think my mind had just had enough and these panic attacks and debilitating gloom and doom moods had to be inevitable. So because I'm not taking the percoset I was able to take an ambien and for the first time in ten days I was able to sleep 5 hours straight. That was tremendously helpful. I'll be sure to discuss this with my various array of doctors. These attacks are far too scary and painful to sweep under the rug as some of us big tough macho guys are want to do. LOL Thanks for all your responses and support. You have no idea how much you have helped me.
Steven Methot Thomas, you are very self-aware, that is apparent. I have no doubt that you're going to lick this. ... Read more
Steven Methot Thomas, you are very self-aware, that is apparent. I have no doubt that you're going to lick this.
Lee Wright Sleep deprivation will cause terrible emotional issues and panic!!! Don't let it linger for long. I ... Read more
Lee Wright Sleep deprivation will cause terrible emotional issues and panic!!! Don't let it linger for long. I had issues with it after my second baby was a nightmare with sleep for almost a year. I took Klonopin for a while once she started sleeping and I was dealing with panic/depression from sleep deprivation and that was the best thing, it helped me get rest so that I could find my equilibrium again. I found that more helpful than sleep aids, I tried both and the doctors let me choose what was working best for me at the time.
Shannon Gray You are truly not alone. The social worker I spoke with in the hospital once told me that of course t ... Read more
Shannon Gray You are truly not alone. The social worker I spoke with in the hospital once told me that of course these feelings with high emotions are running wild... out heart was just messed with. I do understand and experienced similar states. Keep in contact with your doctor, and know to hold tight... you will come out greater than before in time.
john roland Just look at the picture of Jerome. That will be you tomorrow. Get a good nights sleep and picture yo ... Read more
john roland Just look at the picture of Jerome. That will be you tomorrow. Get a good nights sleep and picture yourself on the recovery side. It is no picnic but it's better than the other option.
Adam Pick Thomas, the nerves are all part of this process. Try not to let the anxiety overwhelm you. Think a ... Read more
Adam Pick Thomas, the nerves are all part of this process. Try not to let the anxiety overwhelm you. Think about how many success stories you have seen at HVS. You are going to do great. To help you reflect, here's one of my favorite poems:
“Come to the edge,” he said.
“But, we are afraid,” they said.
“Come to the edge,” he said.
“But, it’s so high,” they said.
“Come to the edge,” he said.
“But, we might fall,” they said.
“Come to the edge…” he said.
They came…
He pushed…
They flew!
It's time to fly Thomas!
Steven Methot Thomas, if you weren't nervous I'd be wondering. Pulling for you. You'll be out on the trails in no ... Read more
Steven Methot Thomas, if you weren't nervous I'd be wondering. Pulling for you. You'll be out on the trails in no time!
Marie Myers Totally understand the nerves. I was very anxious about the surgery. After all was said and done, the ... Read more
Marie Myers Totally understand the nerves. I was very anxious about the surgery. After all was said and done, the things I most worried about (pain, the breathing tube, chest tubes) were not as bad as my mind had made them out to be. You can do this! Wishing you a smooth trip through surgery and recovery!
Vance Austin You’ve got this Thomas! Can’t wait to read when you are back on the trails!
Thomas Quigley oh man you guys are awesome thanks so much for all the well wishes!
Dan Baltazor You got this!! Prayers for Peace tonight. Will be looking for you on the recovery side.
Lee Wright You are gonna do great, the hardest part of getting to surgery is now behind you! Keep focused on ho ... Read more
Lee Wright You are gonna do great, the hardest part of getting to surgery is now behind you! Keep focused on how great you will feel once you are through recovery!
Darrin Vohs Best wishes. Surgery will be over in the blink of an eye. Soon you will be on the recovery side a ... Read more
Darrin Vohs Best wishes. Surgery will be over in the blink of an eye. Soon you will be on the recovery side and part of an exclusive club!
Shannon Gray Best wishes! My surgeon told me on the day of my surgery, I got the easy role... from then on the wor ... Read more
Shannon Gray Best wishes! My surgeon told me on the day of my surgery, I got the easy role... from then on the work was in me. You’ve got this!
T minus six days to surgery. Getting a little nervous over here.
Steven Methot I can imagine. Was just talking about this sort of thing with my Dad. I remember my Granny (his mom ... Read more
Steven Methot I can imagine. Was just talking about this sort of thing with my Dad. I remember my Granny (his mom) whenever the conversation got into hard topics or people started worrying about things would always say... "Let's talk about something good to eat!" We had a laugh about that. For you I'd suggest just thinking about being out on the trail.
Mark Yost I am right there with you Thomas...mine is Oct 7...Best wishes to you!
Jerome Hill We’ve got a trio of surgeries. I’m on the 6th. We all have this. Best wishes guys.
Dan Baltazor Hang in there. Bond with those here that are going right along with you. Together you all will find ... Read more
Dan Baltazor Hang in there. Bond with those here that are going right along with you. Together you all will find the strength to get through the waiting.
Barbara Laurie If you weren’t nervous you wouldn’t be human! I’ve seen 4.5 years of HVS patients go through th ... Read more
Barbara Laurie If you weren’t nervous you wouldn’t be human! I’ve seen 4.5 years of HVS patients go through this and come out feeling great! I remember the morning of, prepping, all my nervousness went away,! The calm just was there. I had a bunch to face, but I know God got me through.