Wanda Scadden - Heart Valve Journal

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3010 days ago

Shock...Information overload ...My mind is informed but my spirit is numb. A part of my body has failed me and taken the rest of it hostage. Disbelief wars ...Read more

Shock...Information overload ...My mind is informed but my spirit is numb. A part of my body has failed me and taken the rest of it hostage. Disbelief wars with faith, for how can you activate faith when you can not connect with the reality that calls for it. However, I will take this journey ready or not.

Jeanette Davidson Allow yourself to feel the shock It is normal. Try SOS... surrender, be open and be still. Disbelief ... Read more

Jeanette Davidson Allow yourself to feel the shock It is normal. Try SOS... surrender, be open and be still. Disbelief will dissipate and you will reunite with your Faith. I am so sorry you are suffering and I understand💓

David Barton Faith is when you "take this journey ready or not." So your faith is already there, and I will keep y ... Read more

David Barton Faith is when you "take this journey ready or not." So your faith is already there, and I will keep you in prayer.

Wanda Scadden Thank you for those kind words of encouragement. I know God will be with me as He has never failed me ... Read more

Wanda Scadden Thank you for those kind words of encouragement. I know God will be with me as He has never failed me. I joined this site because I am the main support person in my family and therefore must be strong for them , Every thing just happened so fast. I can express my feelings here without fear of worrying my family.

Joseph Freeman Wanda, similar to yourself, I was the one my family sought out to make order out of chaos, gather str ... Read more

Joseph Freeman Wanda, similar to yourself, I was the one my family sought out to make order out of chaos, gather strength in times of uncertainty. Our family perceives who they believe we are and we act accordingly because we do not wish to disappoint. I've tried to lead a disciplined, God fearing life, for I knew my Lord was always with me. And then you get the news. Major surgery. Lord why me? I have always espoused that faith untested over time becomes weakened and taken for granted. Faith that's tested becomes stronger and more vibrant. And now 36 days post surgery, I'm a living witness of the Lord's healing power and the great love that He has for all of us. Pray, seek spiritual counsel, question, doubt, cry, laugh, get angry, get sad, get hopeful-it's all good because we're human. Our Precious Lord knows who we are and will always unconditionally love us.
I will be praying for both you and your family. My FAITH has taught and continues to teach me that you are going to be just fine!