Well into day 5 from my surgery date and thankful it is behind me! Some unplanned events which put me back into the ICU and having a pacemaker put in. I am feeling so much right now, sadness, thankfulness, happy to be home and so much more. I am always a positive individual but finding it difficult to trust and have faith.i prefer this platform as a place to share all the pluses but tonight I need to share what is deeply effecting me. I look forward to to your thoughts, prayers and words of wisdom.
Well was thrown a curve ball today. My surgery was bumped to January 27th due to my surgeon needing to perform a heart transplant. First thoughts when I received the call was disappointment, frustration and who I needed to call.
I have processed the change in date and shifted into another gear and fnding the silver lining. Thankfully I will now have some one on one time with my daughter, who is flying in from San Diego and my grand dog Lexi.
Things happen for a reason and again keeping positive! My recovery IS around the corner 😊
4 days and counting....so many thoughts running around in my mind preparing for my surgery. Reading alot, cleaning and organizing which makes me feel good...lol. I know my nerves will catch up with me on the day of surgery but keeping all thoughts positive.
Now a week away from surgery....at this point I just want to "get it done" and move on with my recovery! The waiting just sucks...Pardon my French! But keeping busy, staying positive and appreciating ALL the support I am receiving to get me through some tough moments. I am thankful I found this site!