Hello, I am Kittey. I did not have heart surgery but my bf had quadruple bypass surgery 1 yr and 1 mth ago. I have been thru everything with him since then ...Read more
Hello, I am Kittey. I did not have heart surgery but my bf had quadruple bypass surgery 1 yr and 1 mth ago. I have been thru everything with him since then including staying in the recovery unit and standing over top him telling him to breathe as we took our breaths together. I stayed everynight by his side in the hospital, as if I were in the hospital too. I wanted him to know I was gonna go thru it with him too. I have been there taking care of his every need, spoiling him to the point where I'm afraid I may have damaged him from doing anything on his own. He did not complete cardiac rehab. He won't get out and about very often, he doesn't push hisself at all. He's been in and out of the hospital 4x, being admitted all 4x for various reasons. He is severely depressed, doesn't want to live, won't even try to get up and move forward, just wants to lay around and do nothing and expect to be back to normal with out doing "the work". He's lost interest in everything including me I feel. I'm 43 and he's 48. I love him, I've done everything for him, been by his side thru it all. I feel like I am at the end of my rope. I feel more like an in home health care nurse without pay, then a girlfriend.
Don't have a clue if his depression will ever end or continue to get worse. I don't want to leave him, because I feel a little responsible due to the fact that I've catered to his every need, that he will go deeper in depression with out me to do for him. In return it seems as if I'm losing my self and everything about me, while taking care of him.
Meredith Bray This book helped me & my family immensely. Even though we used it before surgery, I imagine it could ... Read more
Meredith Bray This book helped me & my family immensely. Even though we used it before surgery, I imagine it could be helpful after surgery as well. It's not your fault - you didn't cause this. It's very common for a patient to experience depression after surgery.
https://www.amazon.com/Coping-Heart-Surgery-Bypassing-Depression/dp/1887841075
Susan Lynn Kittey - We heart warriors would never get through the process without our family and friends. I comm ... Read more
Susan Lynn Kittey - We heart warriors would never get through the process without our family and friends. I commend you for all you have done!
Depression is very common, but you are both too young to allow this surgery to dictate the path for the rest of your lives. Some hospitals offer support groups for cardiac patients. He may benefit from enrolling in one. I suspect he would gain inspiration and perspective by talking to other people who have recovered from heart procedures. I would also suggest, if he can get back into cardiac rehab, that he attend and finish the program. The staff is trained to get cardiac patients to feel more confident about their abilities.
Your boyfriend may need a compelling reason to make a change before he takes the first step and that compelling reason may be you. It might be time to help him understand how you've been affected by this journey.
Best of luck! We're always here for you if you need us. ❤
Jeff W Hi Kittey, this is Cathy. My husband had heart surgery and I also am a caretaker, so my heart broke ... Read more
Jeff W Hi Kittey, this is Cathy. My husband had heart surgery and I also am a caretaker, so my heart broke for you while reading your note. We are only three weeks post surgery so it’s all very new. I’m afraid I don’t have enough “time under my belt” to offer advice, but I whole heartedly agree with Meredith and Susan above. The people on this site have experienced so much and their advice is invaluable. I’ll be praying for you and your boyfriend, sending hugs to you ❤️
Catie B My heart goes out to you, Kittey! It sounds like you've been through the wringer. I'm sorry for all y ... Read more
Catie B My heart goes out to you, Kittey! It sounds like you've been through the wringer. I'm sorry for all your boyfriend has suffered physically and with the depression. Certainly, there is much hope and help available for him, but he will have to be willing and participate. And you can't make him do that.
I don't mean this unkindly at all, but several of your comments, especially the last sentence in your post about losing yourself and everything about you, lead me to suggest that you try to take care of yourself, as well (maybe read a bit about codependency or seek some support for you). You matter very much and don't deserve to get pulled down in this process.
Kittey Barker Thank you all so much for ur comments. I didn't realize how much help it would be just by posting my ... Read more
Kittey Barker Thank you all so much for ur comments. I didn't realize how much help it would be just by posting my story. Just the kind words and suggestions everyone had to offer made a big difference. Thank you all I appreciate all of it.
Jennifer John Kittey, I’m sorry you’ve been dealing with this for more than a year. Every patient is different, ... Read more
Jennifer John Kittey, I’m sorry you’ve been dealing with this for more than a year. Every patient is different, and depression is not uncommon after OHS. He’s gone through a major surgery — a big deal. Please see some of my Journal entries, posted before and after my surgery. Might help. Can’t hurt. Then maybe ask your guy to read one. Just one. And maybe another one. He might even smile. Keep us posted.❤️🙏🏼
Rob Sparling Kittey, get the momentum turned if you can. He has to want to fight. It may be deep inside, though. ... Read more
Rob Sparling Kittey, get the momentum turned if you can. He has to want to fight. It may be deep inside, though. Get him walking. Extend life 30” at a time by taking stride after stride. Get him back into CR if possible! He needs help — maybe more than what you can offer yourself. Depression is very common and experts may be needed. By all means, listen to the ladies, too! Catie, Susan and Jennifer are on target. Take care of YOU too.
https://www.amazon.com/Coping-Heart-Surgery-Bypassing-Depression/dp/1887841075
Meredith
Depression is very common, but you are both too young to allow this surgery to dictate the path for the rest of your lives. Some hospitals offer support groups for cardiac patients. He may benefit from enrolling in one. I suspect he would gain inspiration and perspective by talking to other people who have recovered from heart procedures. I would also suggest, if he can get back into cardiac rehab, that he attend and finish the program. The staff is trained to get cardiac patients to feel more confident about their abilities.
Your boyfriend may need a compelling reason to make a change before he takes the first step and that compelling reason may be you. It might be time to help him understand how you've been affected by this journey.
Best of luck! We're always here for you if you need us. ❤
I don't mean this unkindly at all, but several of your comments, especially the last sentence in your post about losing yourself and everything about you, lead me to suggest that you try to take care of yourself, as well (maybe read a bit about codependency or seek some support for you). You matter very much and don't deserve to get pulled down in this process.