still having these nightmares and its pushing me over the edge
Take care of yourself, Bobby and sorry to hear you are going through all of this stress. Let your doc ... Read more
Take care of yourself, Bobby and sorry to hear you are going through all of this stress. Let your doctor/surgeon know about your stress and concerns. There may be some medication that can help with sleep or they may recommend a therapy to help process out your feelings. Rest when you can. Hopefully you will get the answers you need in your visit tomorrow.
Melinda Queliz I just got finished reading some of your past entries and the one you posted 1/4 brought tears to my ... Read more
Melinda Queliz I just got finished reading some of your past entries and the one you posted 1/4 brought tears to my eyes. You mentioned that you did not want to be alone and you called out to our Lord and how he answered that need. I think we all seem to forget (I know I do) that our God never leaves us and in our moments when we are alone and scared he is right there holding us. I hope and pray you find the peace that you need. I would keep your doctors well informed of everything you are feeling. Remember you have already been through the worst of it, you are alive. Thank you for sharing your story with us all!
Bobby Miller awwww now you made my day and yes alot do forget that he is with us thru everything in our lives he ... Read more
Bobby Miller awwww now you made my day and yes alot do forget that he is with us thru everything in our lives he never leaves us as to we leave or forget him
i see my doctor tomorrow and i get to me my angel as well for the first time
and im freaking out lol im scare but yet excited all at the same time
Bob M God is with you every moment every day! God bless and rise up!
well im down to 1 more day before i know if will have to have this nightmare machine put inside me or if they will take it away for good
i have my echo ...Read more
well im down to 1 more day before i know if will have to have this nightmare machine put inside me or if they will take it away for good
i have my echo tomorrow at 1030 am and they will let me know then
right now its finding me some help for whats going on in my mind i need help please someone answer a few questions for me
W. Carter Welcome to the forum, we are all like you either going to have or have had OHS. Hopefully you will ha ... Read more
W. Carter Welcome to the forum, we are all like you either going to have or have had OHS. Hopefully you will have a speedy recovery!
Steven A Husted IF YOU CAN READ ADAMS BOOK AND READ AS MANY POSTS AS YOU CAN FROM THIS SITE IN MY JOURNAL I STARTED O ... Read more
Steven A Husted IF YOU CAN READ ADAMS BOOK AND READ AS MANY POSTS AS YOU CAN FROM THIS SITE IN MY JOURNAL I STARTED OUT JUST LIKE YOU I WAS SCARED TO DEATH OF OHS BUT NOW I AM 17 MONTHS OUT AND I LOOK BACK ON IT AND THINK I COULD DO IT AGAIN THIS TIME WITH OUT BEING SO SCARED IT WAS NOT THAT BAD BEST WISHES AND PRAYERS HEART BROTHER FROM STEVE (POPEYE) READ MY JOURNAL AND MY STORY
Enrique K Welcome Bobby! Please read all the posts and journals from everyone in this community. Everyone has ... Read more
Enrique K Welcome Bobby! Please read all the posts and journals from everyone in this community. Everyone has had different experiences with valve surgery. Highly recommend Adams book! Good luck with everything.
Gloria Savannah-Austin Hi Bobby- Steven gives great advice...once I read the book and did a little poking around here, watch ... Read more
Gloria Savannah-Austin Hi Bobby- Steven gives great advice...once I read the book and did a little poking around here, watched a few videos and connected with people, I started to feel calmer and more in control of the unforseens that might be coming at me. I have been in a watch and wait now for about 3.5 years. I was told last year in June that my Aortic Stenosis was at a severe level, but that the ejection fraction was still normal. Lately I have noticed I have a little foot swelling and not 100% sure that is coming from a foot injury at the Gym, I have foot appt. with a podiatrist......but I can sit here and get myself worked up and ready in my mind for the worst news possible....then I pop on here and see people like you and I helping each other, answering questions and empowering each other with knowledge and encouragement. Stick around, and most definitely do your research....lost of good here and people who have been right where you are.
Bobby Miller Thanks . i have already had ohs im a month plus in healing but my night mares and constant think ... Read more
Bobby Miller Thanks . i have already had ohs im a month plus in healing but my night mares and constant thinking something bad is going to happen to me is freaking me out how long do things strange things go on
first let me say im sorry for the way i spell and type lol im not good at them but
11/102015 is the very day that changed my life for good , i had pain ...Read more
first let me say im sorry for the way i spell and type lol im not good at them but
11/102015 is the very day that changed my life for good , i had pain but not bad omg pain but like someone who had frogged me on my breat bone lol only way i can explain it but i went to the hosp and of course they told me i had a massive heart attack so they gave me some eds to keep e calm then sent me to athens reg hosp where in fact i didnt have one i was close very close . well they did the dye in the veins thingy and found i had 5 blockages and they were able to clear 2 with stints and replace 3 but the story of my life changing starts now
I in my room 4125 and im laying there scared to death i was alone and i didnt want to die this way
so i prayed to our father to please bring me someone to sit with me to keep me calm and be by myside incase i were to apss i would not pass alone
i was crying i was upset then they gave me my meds now this is tuesday the 11th my surgery is set for friday the 13th lol i know i know but i close my eyes and im slowly falling asleep still scared when i hear the swetest voice and i became calm i was no longer scared i relaxed i opened my eyes and there was the sweetest most beautiful woman who's name was jennifer she must have been sent from heaven to be with me thru all of what i was getting ready to go thru and here is why i say that she treated me like no one has ever treated me she spoke soft and kind her words was mr. iller your going to be find i smiled at her and said yes i now know and she replied you make me smile . i fell out into dream land and slept so soundly and so peacful then the day of my surgery she came to work early and walked into the room i knew right then yes i was going to be ok i would make it out and be able to go on with my life
that after noon i was waking up and i was in a alot of pain omg i mean a lot i asked for something to help me and i got it and yet again i close my eyes and in walks jennifer and the pain was gone i sat up i spoke to her she again said you make me smile and i knew my life would never go back to what it was for those who ever ever doubt about our father and lord jesus please take what i say to heart he listens and he sent me an angel to watch over me
pino correale Well Bobby, you are on the right track. You have made it and above all you're being thankful for it. ... Read more
pino correale Well Bobby, you are on the right track. You have made it and above all you're being thankful for it. That's important. Keep trucking my friend and you will be alright. Take care of yourself and never be afraid to ask for help.
It is amazing how the wonderful people who care for us in our most vulnerable moments are sometimes t ... Read more
It is amazing how the wonderful people who care for us in our most vulnerable moments are sometimes the best medicine. Best wishes to you.
Bobby Miller well i get to meet her wednsday im scared and excited and nervous all at the same time lol i hav ... Read more
Bobby Miller well i get to meet her wednsday im scared and excited and nervous all at the same time lol i have so much i want to say to her and thank her for and hug her neck omg thoughts racing in my mind so fast im finding it hard to sit still
i see my doctor tomorrow and i get to me my angel as well for the first time
and im freaking out lol im scare but yet excited all at the same time