Next Thursday, April 10th is my day. I am quite nervous. Many family and friends reside in the Dallas area where I reside. I want to be by myself and my wife and adult sons. Many people want to have a get together to "celebrate" Are you kidding me? I think of death or being permanently disabled. Can't shake it. I live in a rural are of Texas and only want to hear the birds and quite in the morning. I am going to The Heart Hospital in Plano, Texas. Is there anyone in the Dallas/Fort Worth area that is having surgery soon? Would love to communicate.