Ok it's the night before my surgery. To was very challenging for me. Lots of tears, friends and family came to see me very strange day. I'm trying to stay strong and positive but it's not easy today. My son and I are connected at the hip so he's having a tough time as well. 530am check in and 730 surgery so here we go. I'll try to keep up with this journal daily durning my recovery. The journals I've read have really helped me stay positive. I guess a few days before I'm back on the computer so updates to come.