Dennis's Posts

well its day 50 since my open heart......i have been a little reluctant to post anything ,as i have very strong feelings about some things.....its been a very hard and strange road for me......but i feel my recovery is at its best....my,girlfriend, dad,mom,uncle and rick ,have all been very supportive...i still look in the mirror and wonder why me? how could this happen? but i know as the days wind up it can only get better(its already been its worst) i look forward to my kids graduating,and my family growing up.but for today i get the pat on the back......2moro its 7 weeks(no smoking) and no nail biting at all.....i want to push myself everyday to give my family and doctors....the best i can be....no matter how hard that is....HAVAGOOD?