MIchelle's Posts

2014 has not been a great both personally and health wise. My dad battled cancer all this year and passed away on July 7th. My new "fixed heart" is broken again. How we will go on without our rock is beyond me. I have questioned my faith over & over and I am mentally drained. The love I have for my father is something that will NEVER die and I promise to keep him alive in my heart and my kids hearts. I think back to my surgery and how scared I was and my dad telling me to stop worrying and that I would be fine..... I wish that I could have told him the same, Life is not fair, but it goes on no matter what. I have really stopped working out with all that has happened and in turn am not feeling so great either. Today after going back to Boston I am going to get back on track and start taking care of myself again. I have had a lot of chest pain/burning and I am going try another pill for that. Taking a lot of pills is something that will never go away for me but its nothing after watching what my dad went through. When I start to get upset about how my health is I just think about him and how strong he was for these last 9 years fighting to stay here with us. I am thankful to be here for my kids, husband and family...In the end its your family who will be there for you...........hold on to them tightly. I hope my next update I am in better shape and lose some weight.... thats all i got for now Michelle