LeAnh's Posts

I will be having my surgery. One week left. I can't sleep well at night. Not that I worry about the outcome. I have no doubt the surgery itself will be successful. I'm in the good hands of Gaud. Yet, I cant help but having cold feet. Submitting myself to the surgery is like playing Russian roulete. I know the rate of success is more than 99%. Would you still play Russian roulette knowing 99 of the 100 bullets are fake bullets? Anyway ... I''ve been doing everything to take my mind off the Aug 25 date. I do little things to keep myself happy, which includes going to the library, window shopping, getting a manicure and pedicure ... I stopped watching the surgery on UTube. I think possessing knowledge is good ammunition, but certain things are best left to the specialist. I felt my poor heart shrink when I saw the heart deflated when being injected with cold blood.