Truly it feels like my very first time, although its not.. It\'ll be my fifth. My fifth open heart surgery, happening June 13th. I should be used to the idea ...Read more
Truly it feels like my very first time, although its not.. It\'ll be my fifth. My fifth open heart surgery, happening June 13th. I should be used to the idea now right? But it happened all when I was young, so now I know what\'s actually going on.. And it scares the sh*t out of me. The surgeon is going to be repairing my arotic valve and upsizing the size of my fontan shunt. Should be a fun time! I really just hope after It will help me.. My valve has been leaking for a few years now, and lately it\'s made my entire life slow way down. I\'m supposed to be in college and enjoying life but I can\'t even do simple tasks like doing my makeup without feeling like I just ran a mile. Now i\'m just hoping everything gets better.